& if one door opens to another door closed I hope you keep on walkin' til you find the window. If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile But more than anything, more than anything
My wish for you Is that this life becomes all that you want it to.
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold
And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
I hope you never look back but you never forget All the ones who love you and the place you left I hope you always forgive and you never regret & you help somebody every chance you get
Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake & always give more than you take
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Today was one of those days. One of those days that dragged on, one of those days I just tried to get through rather than enjoy. Earlier start than usual but still late to school. Mitsuken for breakfast on this wonderful Fat Tuesday, last time I’ll be eating rice for a while. To Cup-choy’s where we showed his honors class whos boss. Earning them -9 points with all our correct answers, Cup-choy was proud of us :3 how cute lol. To satire where my broski wasn’t there. Did some ground work on my project, I’ve got to finish all of it by next week and I’m pretty screwed if you ask me. Got a Hey text in ekalesia that had me squeamish. If you want to be friends we can’t be doing this everyday texting but it doesn’t even matter because he got shutdown last night by sistah girl and part of me wishes I was strong enough to bitch him out & reject him too. But at the end of the day there’s an attachment and a tenderness in my heart for him. Carried a nice conversation with an old friend today, its been a while since we’ve had one of those. Ekalesia was all about obeying thy mother and father. Uncle Tanner hasn’t heard from Conner since November, thats crazy. I could never not talk to my parents for that long. Free to finish Economics and math. Calculus was meant for figuring out how to use my calculator to make everything so much easier! Kamalu is always absent on the days we ned him. I’m lucky my group lets me slack during labs, at least we finished it. Economics to get lectured by Ms.Fale about how she’s disappointed in us since her AP class shouldn’t be like her regular classes and know nothing. To AP Psych to talk about memory. I have the worst memory in the world, partially because I never learn it to begin with so how do you remember what you’ve never learned. Earned myself 32 extra credit points after school correcting. Turned down Hoku’s friend and I feel bad for it but I was irritated and that wasn’t the way I needed to go…sorry. And left Conan to catch the bus since he didn’t asnwer our call and he wasn’t there when I called so too bad for him. Been thinking all day, and if he texts me tomorrow I’m going to tell him lets try and work this out. I’m doing this not for him, nor for them, but for me. Because for me, I feel like this is what I want and need right now. I really have no idea if I’ll end up hurt I hope I don’t but YOLO at this pint. I’ll deal with it as it comes, Its a while off we’ll see how this works out. Free first tomorrow, then economics test, to chapel and off to calculus and cup-choys. Weeeeeeee -__-
